Come Wash The Night Time Clean, Come Grow The Scorched Ground Green (John Barlow & Bob Weir - "Cassidy")

          I recently contracted Covid and have spent the past 10 days in our family’s basement, in isolation. For several days I woke up with an awful headache, my joints ached, my teeth ached, I wasn’t particularly hungry but I was incredibly fatigued. I couldn’t hold my head up, not due to nausea but rather due to the fact that I was so tired. For several days last week, I would fall asleep watching college basketball games. Finally, early this past week, I awoke and there was no headache, my joints no longer ached, my teeth no longer ached. I didn’t sleep 18 hours a day. I took a brief walk outside for a few minutes. Then took a nap. Each day, as symptoms faded. Instead of being fatigued after a 5-minute walk, I was now fatigued after a 20-minute walk. While still not great, I felt myself feeling better. By the end of the week, I was out of isolation, participating in family life, and actually working out on our elliptical machine for 45 minutes. Yes, I  was fatigued. Yes, I found myself still needing a nap, but I finally feel like I am back to feeling healthy.

          This Shabbat is known as Shabbat Para because of the special Maftir Aliyah we read concerning the offering of the Para Adumah (the Red Heifer). The weekly Parshat, which we read prior to the Maftir, is Parshat Shmini.  Consisting of three complete chapters, the Parsha focuses upon the three parties necessary for the Brit (the covenant) of B’nai Yisroel: God, the Kohen, and B’nai Yisroel.  Certainly, God is the embodiment of Purity, the second and third chapters of the Parsha explain how the Kohen and B’nai Yisroel are able to approach God and achieve spiritual intimacy. If either the Kohen or B’nei Israel is not pure, then they are unable to achieve that spiritual intimacy. B’nei Israel can either achieve this desired spiritual intimacy in the offering it brings, but to do so depends on the purity of the Kohen. If the Kohen is impure then no matter how pure B’nai Israel or its offering,  spiritual intimacy is not achievable. B’nai Israel can also achieve spiritual intimacy by eating certain foods. 

          The Parsha begins with Moshe telling his brother Aharon, that before the Mishkan can begin serving the people as a means for them to experience both personal and communal intimate moments with God, he (Aharon) must prepare himself. The first step in Aharon’s self-preparation is his own self-purification process. That first step is reflected in Moshe’s instruction:  Kach Lecha Eigel ben Bakar L’Chatat V’Ayil L’Olah T’Mimim V’Hakreiv Lifnei Adoshem - Take a calf of the herd for a Sin-Offering and a ram for a burnt offering, without blemish, and bring them before the Lord. Before Aharon could serve B’nai Israel, he had to atone for his “sin”.   Rashi, the 11-century French commentator,  cites the Midrash Tanchuma and explains that “this animal was selected as a sin offering to announce to him that the Holy One, blessed be He, granted him atonement by means of this calf for the incident of the golden calf which he had made.” The “Chatat” offering, literally a “sin” offering was to atone for Aharon’ role in the incident of the Golden Calf. Ibn Ezra describes this offering as Aharon’s atonement for that Cheit. Once atonement is made, Aharon is spiritually purified, cleansed, and ready to serve the people.

           According to Ontario Health,  a person needs to remain isolated for ten days from when Covid symptoms appeared. During those ten days, the symptoms were acute and eventually waned. By the 6th day, I did not feel any more symptoms, just incredibly tired.  I still tested positive. Howsoever on the tenth day, I no longer tested positive. I was able to leave the isolation of the basement and return to normal family life and my responsibilities.  Aharon’s atonement allowed him to be purified in order to begin his communal responsibilities. While there was no atonement, ten days in isolation allowed me to be considered purified enough to leave the basement and resume my day-to-day responsibilities to my family and my community. 

Peace,
Rav Yitz 

Sorry That You Feel That Way, The Only Thing There Is To Say Every Silver Lining's Got A Touch Of Grey (John Hunter & Jerry Garcia - "Touch of Grey"

         Well, by the time the Shabbat begins; Passover will have passed. At Passover\s conclusion, we return our kitchen back to normal, back to Chametz. Pesach dishes, pots, pans, and utensils are wrapped, boxed, and stored away for another year. Hopefully, everything will return to normal by the time Shabbat begins. As my wife and I get just a little bit older, and our home is now filled with three teen-agers who quite capable young people, we expect them to help us prepare for Pesach and to clean up after Pesach. I am willing to bet that our son will disappear into his room, claiming he is tired. What’s so amazing about that idea is that he hasn’t had school all week. He sleeps until 11 every morning. How can he be tired? He could have stayed up but he opted for bed. Ironically, he always asks to stay up. However, if cleaning up, and schlepping boxes are involved, he will discover the idea of fatigue. As for our teenage daughters, well for about 15 minutes the 19-year-old helped and then she will get sidetracked with speaking to her friend. The 17-year-old will be unable to find the motivation to help unless she eats Chametz…a sandwich, a bowl of cereal, anything really. She will probably complain for an hour about the lack of anything to eat. Eventually, she will eat. When she was finally ready to help, she provided a whopping ten minutes before she lost interest and grew tired. I will get very frustrated with my three helpful teenagers.. So, my poor wife and I will wrap, pack, and clean, and they will do next to nothing. I am sure I will say something expressing my anger and frustration then step outside before anything worse came out of my mouth, When I go back inside, I will have a calmer conversation with our kids and everyone will apologize. Hopefully, everyone will understand the importance of offering of humility. Without it, it can be very difficult to apologize.
         This Shabbat, we resume the weekly Torah Readings with Parsha Shemini. Divided into three chapters, Parsha Shemini begins the narrative aspects of the book of Leviticus. Until now, we have read God’s speaking to Moshe about all the various Korbonot (offerings) and Moshe speaking to B’nai Yisroel and the Kohanim about all the Korbonot (offerings). Now, Aaron, the Kohen Gadol, begins his preparations for and then engages in the actual slaughtering of the Ram as part of his own Sin Offering. First, the Kohen Gadol must be without blemish, without sin, and ritually pure before he begins serving as the conduit between the individual/community and God. When the Kohen is ritually impure and attempts to approach God inappropriately we learn the results, as does Aaron (Lev. 10:1-2). Finally, we learn how the individual/the community can aspire to be holy without Kohen Gadol’s involvement. We learn this by the Torah’s enumeration of all the animals that are prohibited for consumption.
          The Parsha begins with the word VaYehi: It was on the eighth day; Moses summoned Aaron and his sons, and the elders of Israel (Lev. 9:1). In the Talmudic tractate of Megillah (10b) we are taught that the word VaYehi often serves as foreshadow for troubling events. The Midrash teaches that this Parsha occurred on the first of Nissan, an incredibly happy time since it serves as an indicator of Zman Cheiruteinu – the Time of our Freedom and the Pesach holiday. However, this is a bittersweet moment. The sweetness is the fact that the community is gathering together for the dedication of the Mishkan. The bitterness lay in the fact that a Mishkan is even necessary. Prior to the sin of the Eigel Zahav (Golden Calf), there was no need for a place for Bnai Yisroel to gather and engage in communal and individual Tshuva. Following the sin of the Eigel Zahav, we as individuals and as a community required a central gathering place to atone for our sins, and engage in Tshuvah. Next, we read Vayomer El Aharon Kach Lecha Eigel ben Bakar L’Chatat – [Moshe] said to Aaron: Take for yourself a young bull for a sin offering…(Lev. 9:3).What sin offering? What did Aaron do wrong that a Sin-offering was required? Precisely because of Aaron’s involvement in the Golden Calf debacle, he needs to atone. So Aaron must bring a Chatat offering, a sin offering. Aaron must admit his sin, atone for it, and seek a spiritual return to God (Tshuvah) prior to serving on the behalf of the people. Even more powerful than Aaron’s fulfilling this obligation is the fact that Aaron’s two remaining sons, the Elders, and the entire assembly will bear witness to Aaron’s humbling of himself. Not only will Aaron know that he is worthy to serve on behalf of the people, but the people will know as well.
          Our sages hold Aaron in very high esteem. While the Rabbinic Sages are troubled with the way he handled himself during the incident of the Golden Calf; it is here in Parsha Shemini, when Aaron publicly humbles himself, we understand Aaron’s meritorious conduct. Aaron’s behavior provides a powerful lesson for any individual in a position of authority or leadership. Our ability to engage in heartfelt Tshuva does not diminish our authority but rather enhances it. Ironically, we will be so quick to return to Chametz, to our kitchen and too our lives. We will forget all about Matzah, the Lechem Oni, We will forget that Chametz is symbolic of arrogance and Matzah is symbolic of humility. So even though Passover will have passed over, we will have one more lesson about Chametz and Matzah, about the Lechem Oni and humility as we return our kitchen back to normal.

Peace,
Rav Yitz