Tuesday, April 5, 2016

Watch What You're Doing With Your Time ( Jerry Garcia - "Great Cream Puff War)



Just exactly how precious is time? It’s kind of ironic, we don’t normally think about how precious time is until it appears that we are running out of it. If you don’t agree, just check out the interview given after Monday night’s NCAA Men’s Basketball Championship game. The University of North Carolina senior was asked how he felt after he made a ridiculous double clutch three point shot that tied the game at 74 and was the culmination of a furious North Carolina comeback. Time was so precious, the Villanova coach called time out in order to stop time. The Carolina senior went back to his bench and told his teammates that “we have 4.7 seconds to play defense, and then we go to overtime.” The Carolina player reasonably concluded that with momentum on their side, he believe that if rewarded with extra time (overtime) North Carolina would win. However these were the last 4.7 seconds. Unlike any other 4.7 seconds of the 2400 total seconds of regulation time (40 minutes) these last 4.7 were precious. The ball was inbounded and the Villanova player, with a relatively clear look at the basket, let go of the ball with 2 tenths of a second left. The ball soared the air. The clock read 0.0 and, in essence, time stopped. However the ball still soared magnificently through the air; its trajectory straight and true. It turned out that 4.7 precious seconds was plenty of time to win and lose a national championship.  
This week’s Torah portion is Parsha Tazria. Parsha Tazria concentrates upon how impurity, spiritual impurity is passed between people. Most of the Parsha focuses upon Leprosy as it was considered to be a very physically contagious disease. Parsha Tazria puts the diagnosis, the treatment and the convalescence in spiritual terms rather than physical terms. We learn that the while this Tumah, this spiritual impurity is present, the stricken individual cannot reside within the camp. After all God dwells in the camp and we cannot tolerate any impurity near God. Only the passage of time will cure the impurity. The beginning of the Parsha discusses the impurities involved with childbirth. While childbirth involves the loss of blood thus rendering the new mother “impure”; there is no greater sense of mortality that the blessing of a newborn baby. I became a father on four different occasions and each time I held each of our newborn babies, I became more aware of my mortality, and by definition the limits of time.
 Besides the weekly Torah Portion, this Shabbat is known as Shabbat HaChodesh, corresponding to the fact that this Shabbat marks the beginning of Nisan, the month that Torah counts as the first month of the year. Shabbat HaChodesh is commemorated by our reading the first twenty verses of the 12th chapter of Exodus (from Parsha Bo) as well as a special Haftarah. God commands both Moshe and Aharon to speak to B’nai Yisroel and offer several important instructions. Firstly, HaChodesh HaZeh, this month, the month of Nisan will be first month of the Year. Secondly, on the tenth month each household will select its lamb or kid for the Korban Pesach, four days later, the lamb/kid will be slaughtered and eaten in its entirety while the final plague will be visited upon Egypt. Thirdly, that moment will be commemorated in the future as the festival of Pesach. Leavened products will be nullified and not consumed, the first day and the seventh day will be holy (like a Shabbat). Fourthly Matzah will be eaten on those sacred days. As these instructions are being presented the Torah reminds us VaYomer Hashem el Moshe v’El Aharon b’Eretz Mitzrayim LeimorHashem spoke to Moshe and Aharon in the land of Egypt, saying…. (Ex. 12:1) What is the significance of the Torah telling us that God spoke to Moshe and Aharon in Egypt? At this point, where else would they be? Neither they nor Bnai Yisroel has left Egypt and slavery.  HaChodesh Hazeh, Lachem Rosh Chodesh Rishon Hu Lachem L’Chodshei HaShana This month shall be for you the beginning of the months, it shall be for you the first of the months of the year (Ex 12:2). Why does Lachem – to you appear twice in that verse? Bnai Yisroel are still slaves. Granted the end of their slavery is drawing to a rapid conclusion, but they are still slaves. Time belongs to the Egyptians not to slaves. However as the time of freedom approaches, time will belong to those who are Chadash those who are new and free. With that freedom and comes the responsibility of time. So the first things Bnai Yisroel learns is the time is precious, it is something that needs to be filled with action and deed. Time needs to be sanctified and time needs to be commemorated in order to create a sense of sacred time and mundane ordinary time.
Time serves as an expression of mortality as well as an expression of freedom. As we prepare for Pesach; we understand that there never seem to be enough time in to complete all that is required. As we celebrate our freedom we understand that there is a very real danger to being irresponsible with our time as well as becoming enslaved by time and by our schedules.  It seems that like God, we have the capacity to make time sacred or mundane. However, we do so by filling time with sacred activities and not wasting it.  We know that time wasted is indeed time lost, even if it's 4.7 seconds.

Peace
Rav Yitz  

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