Wednesday, December 27, 2017

I Swear To It On My Very Soul: If I Lie May I Fall Down Cold (Robert Hunter & Jerry Garcia "Reuben and Cerise")




Well, we are in the final week of 2017. It seems that three main themes have captured the fancy of media. First, every news show and every sports show has done the proverbial "look back at 2017."  Both highlights and lowlights are re-lived in the form of a top ten list. Second, because we are concluding one year and about to begin a new year, advertiser focus upon the theme of resolutions. Of course, the two biggest resolutions are weight loss and exercise. As a result, we have become acutely aware of the weight loss companies offering special programs in order to join their weight loss program. Also, we have noticed numerous pieces of exercise equipment and gadgets on sale. Several psychologists were interviewed explaining that the number one cause of people's failure to fulfill their resolution is that the resolution itself was unrealistic and too big. Instead of setting a goal of losing 60 pounds over the course of a year, maybe a more realistic goal would be 25-30 pounds.  Or, instead of looking at the resolution and becoming daunted by its enormity; break down that resolution into manageable parts. Losing 5 pounds each month (60/12) is much more manageable than focusing on 60 pounds. As I was on the elliptical machine, I began to think about resolutions in general and specifically the similarities and differences between resolutions and vows/promises. The biggest difference, of course, is that a resolution does not seem to be binding like a vow or a promise. Nevertheless, a resolution does indicate a conscious decision focused upon one's self as opposed to a promise or a vow to another.
This Shabbat, we read from Parsha Vayechi. This is the final Parshah in the book of Bereishit. The Parsha begins with Yaakov calling Yosef and making him swear an oath that he will not be buried in Egypt. He also blesses his grandson’s Ephraim and Menashe. He gathers his sons together and offers each son a blessing or a prophecy. Yaakov dies and his sons take him out of Egypt and fulfill their vow. They bury their father in Hebron alongside Avraham and Yitzchak and Sarah Rebecca and Leah. Afterwards, the brothers fear that Yosef will finally take vengeance for their mistreatment of him. Yosef doesn’t, and the brothers and their families continue to grow and prosper in Goshen. As Yosef prepares for his death, he makes his brothers vow to take his bones out of Egypt and bury his bones in Eretz Canaan.
Sharing his dying wish with Yosef is not enough. Yaakov wants Yosef to swear an oath that he will fulfill his father’s final dying wish. To demonstrate one's "swearing a vow," Yaakov tells Yosef: Im Nah Matzati Chein M’Einecha If now I have found grace in your eyes Sim Nah Yadcha Tachat Yereichi put, I pray of you, your hand beneath my thigh v’Asita Imadi Chesed v’Emet, and deal kindly and truthfully with me. However, Yosef does not do as his father asks; Yosef does not put his hand beneath his father's thigh as an indication of swearing an oath. Rather,  Vayomer [Yosef] said, Anochi Eseh ChidvarechaI personally will do as you said. The text clearly conveys that Yosef did not make a "vow" to Yaakov. Yosef did not put his hand beneath his father's thigh as an indication of making a vow. Rather his said that he would take care of the matter personally.  Rabeinu Chananel, a tenth-century Egyptian Talmudic commentator, briefly and succinctly that Anochi Eseh M’AtzmiI will take care of it myself hence there is no need for swearing an oath. Rav Ovadia Sforno – the 16th Italian Renaissance Torah Commentator adds a more in-depth comment on the fact that Yosef did not at first swear an oath to Yaakov's final request. Anochi Metzad Atzmi Eseh Kidvarecha B’Chol ChaiAs far as I am concerned, I will do as you say with all my power. Yosef's response suggests an out in case he cannot fulfill the dying wish. "I will do everything in my power" suggests that if Yosef entreats Pharaoh to let him bury his father in Canaan, and Pharaoh refuses; then Yosef still fulfilled his father's final wish since Yosef did everything he could.  Yaakov senses he hesitation and tells Yosef: Hishava LiSwear to me, Vayishava Loand He [Yosef] swore to him [Yaakov]. Yaakov does not want any excuses nor does he want Yosef relying solely upon his own relationship Pharaoh. Pharaoh will understand a son swearing an oath to his dying father and would never refuse a request of that nature. However Yosef is not a servant, he is the second most powerful person in Egypt and he Yaakov’s favorite son. As a free individual, Yosef is only bound by his conscience. He is free to question. The servant, on the other hand, has no such ability. He is bound to fulfill his obligations whether forced or unforced. The Malbim, the 17 th-century commentator, explains that Yosef was acting like a son should. Yosef was trying to act out of filial responsibility, based upon his own free will rather than a servant who is bound by oaths.
It appears that there are moments where one’s own volition is not enough in fulfilling a final wish. So Yaakov makes Yosef swear the oath so that way when dealing with Pharaoh it is clear that he is acting as a servant to his father.   Yaakov wanted Yosef to be completely powerless and act solely on behalf of his father. Under normal circumstances, according to our ChaZaL – our Talmudic sages, we are already bound by Torah; there is no need to accept artificial/external bonds. The bonds of Torah and mitzvot should be enough.  The bonds of Torah and mitzvot are designed to be reachable goals, objectives that require a little effort but are all within the realm of the possible.  There is no need to pile on and make observance more difficult and more taxing. So I finished my final workouts of 2017 feeling better about myself, knowing that my vow to lose weight has been fulfilled and now I have the much more difficult vow of maintenance. 
Peace,
Rav Yitz

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