Monday, November 23, 2015

Tonight I Would Be Thankful Lord, For Any Dreams At All (Robert Hunter & Jerry Garcia - "Mission in the Rain")



It is Thanksgiving this week in the United States. My parents, in particular my mother, adamantly believes in the importance of going around the table so that each person can share for what they are thankful. My mother begins this moment of sharing, and because I never seat near her; I have some time to think about what to say. I always struggle with trying not to sound trite even though that for which I am most thankful  seems to me to sound the most trite: family, children, my wife, or  sharing this day with my parents. However earlier this week, I attended two funerals. One funeral was for a member of my shul who was a Holocaust survivor, lived to be in his late 80’s, and died of pancreatic cancer. He leaves a wife, a daughter, son-in-law, three grandchildren, and numerous friends and people who held in high regard and with the utmost respect.   Unfortunately he also buried his son many years ago. The daughter, son-in-law, and three grandchildren all spoke. The second funeral I watched over the internet was for Ezra Schwartz, the 18 year old Sharon, Massachusetts native, who was studying in Israel and was murdered by a Palestinian terrorist in Gush Etzion last Friday. I listened to the father speak and heard the sister speak. During the course of each funeral, during the course of each speaker, with Thanksgiving looming, I was in awe. As pained and distraught as these speakers must have been, there was no bitterness, nor anger. There was sadness, a deep, deep sorrow but there was also something else. Each eulogy, whether for the Holocaust survivor, or the 18 year old American student learning in Israel during his gap year, sent an incredibly powerful message, a message of Thanksgiving. Each eulogy made it clear that for all who had been touched by these two men, lives had been better off. Each man touched the lives of many others whether through laughter, friendship, deed, or inspiration, each man lived their lives as if to send a message. One made sure to send a message to Nazis, one sent a message to terrorist, and both sent a message to their respective Jewish communities and to God.
This week we read from Parsha VaYishlach. We read Yaakov’s preparation for the reunion with his brother Esav. We read about Yaakov’s wrestling match. We read about Yaakov and Esav’s reunion. We read about Yaakov’s daughter Dina and her unholy tryst with Shechem a member of the Hivvites. We learn of what many consider to be the fanatical response on behalf of her brother Shimon and Levi. Yaakov returns to Bet El, the place where he dreamt of the ladder many years before, builds and altar, and receives the covenant from God. During that process, God changes his name from Yaakov to Yisroel. And while we read about the name change at the very beginning of the Parsha, that name change was given by another being (Gen. 32:29). Rachel dies as well as a wet nurse named Deborah. Finally we read a list of Yaakov’s children as well as Esav’s descendants and the princes of Edom.
                The Parsha begins with Yaakov in a state of fear and anxiety prior to the anticipated meeting with his broth Esav.  Thirty four years before, Yaakov fled for his life as Esav threatened to kill him.  Now, after receiving the command from God to return to his father’s homeland, to Eretz Canaan, Yaakov knows that seeing Esav is inevitable and a confrontation seems most likely. VaYishlach Yaakov  Malachim Lefanav El Esav Achiv Artza Seir Sdeh Edom - Then Jacob sent messengers ahead of him to Esav his brother to the land of Seir, the field of Edom (32:4). The Midrash criticizes Jacob for returning to Canaan by way of Seir and Esav’s territory and even worse, sending messenger to seek Esav out in order to deliver the message. “Rav Huna applied the verse: ‘He that passes by and meddles with strife not his own is like one that takes a dog by the ears.’ Said the Holy One Blessed Be He: ‘He was going his own way, and you dispatch a delegation to him saying: ‘Thus said your servant Jacob’?! (Breishit Rabbah 75:2). Clearly afraid of what Esav might do, Yaakov sends messenger in an attempt to placate his brother. From RaMBaN’s perspective, he agrees with the critical Midrash that Yaakov should not have placated Esav.  However when R’Yehuda HaNasi, the famed leader of the Jewish people in the 2nd Century CE, editor of the Mishna and his people’s representative to the Roman Emperor Antonius is asked by his servant why he debases himself before the Emperor by sending messengers and addressing the Emperor as My Lord; R’ Yehuda HaNasi responded: What, am I better than my forefather: did not Jacob say: ‘Thus said my servant Jacob’. R’Yehuda HaNasi advocates diplomatic discretion in addressing authority preferring to forego illusive honors in order to achieve practical ends (Nechama Lebowitz:  p. 348). R’Yehuda HaNasi, perhaps the most powerful Rabbi in his day, was secure enough with himself, comfortable enough with himself that other would neither define him nor could possible diminish him. Only he could define himself. Only he could diminish himself because he had a powerful sense of self and with that, he was incredibly humble. Moshe Rabeinu, whom the Torah describes as the greatest Prophet, is also described as exceedingly humble. 
                Both the men whose funeral I attended and who were so beautifully and meaningfully eulogized sent powerful messages with the way they lived their lives. Their message was clearly heard by their respective friends, families and all who knew them. It’s too bad that the message was neither heard by the Palestinian terrorists, the Nazis, and those bent on destroying the Jewish people. Both men lived their lives in the light, appealing to the goodness and holiness of the soul, and inspired others to live their lives with humility and the moral integrity of their faith, and respect for all of God’s creation. Perhaps knowing people like this, being touched by people like this, being inspired by people like this is reason enough to be thankful on Thanksgiving.
Peace,
Rav Yitz

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