Wednesday, October 28, 2015

Don't You Turn Around, No Don't Look After You (Robert Hunter & Jerry Garcia- "Gomorrah")



I had a chance to speak to a friend of mine who lives in Jerusalem. The attacks have become personal for him as there had been an attack at the bus stop that his son’s use for school. On the day that he and his wife decided not to use the bus but rather begin driving their son’s to school, there was an attack that afternoon at the time they would have been arrived home from school. Needless to say, he and his wife were a little bit shaken up. Make no mistake, my friend has no love for the Palestinian leadership that incites this behavior. He is hardly a Peace-Now kind of guy. He readily acknowledges that there is no-one from the Palestinian leadership with whom to talk much less negotiate. However, he also feels the same way about Israel’s Prime Minister, Bibi Netanyahu. He points out that he along with 70% of Israelis are dissatisfied with how he is handling the crisis. He explained that whatever the Prime Minister is doing is not working. He points out Bibi is no longer believable. My friend points to the example that when Bibi exclaims that there is no change in the status quo regarding the Temple Mount; neither Israelis nor Palestinian believe him.   Why? Because Bibi is still looking backwards and invoking the Holocaust and the role that the Grand Mufti of Jerusalem played in the Holocaust.  For my friend, whose grandparents were survivors, and whose parents were born in DP camps, invoking the Holocaust is a code for no answers, no solutions for the future but rather comfort in looking back.
This Shabbat we read from Parsha VaYeira. The narrative and adventures of Avraham the Patriarch continue. While healing from his ritual circumcision, he fulfills the mitzvah of Hachnasat Orchim, hospitality. He negotiates with God and reduces the number of righteous people that must be found in Sodom and Gomorrah in order to prevent its destruction. The narrative of Avraham is interrupted as we read the narrative of Lot, the two Angels (the same two that had visited Avraham at the beginning of the parsha), the destruction of the city, and the impure relationship that results when the survivors think that world has been destroyed. The narrative returns to Avraham as its focus and he and his wife Sarah give birth to a son (Yitzchak), the banishment of Hagar and Ishmael (Avraham’s first born son and his concubine) and the final test of his belief, the Akeidat Yitzchak – the Offering of Isaac.
                During these adventures, during these tests, it is fascinating to watch Avraham deal with each new issue, each new tension and arrive at solutions. Avraham always looks forward. Avraham looked forward towards Sodom and Gomorrah while God talked to Avraham about his intention to destroy those cities. When he is commanded to banish Hagar and Ishmael, Avraham looks forward toward where they will be going and gives them food and water in order to survive the journey. When asked to sacrifice his son, Isaac, Avraham doesn’t look back, he looks forward, towards the mountain where the sacrifice will supposedly occur. Compare this with Lot and his family (Gen 19:12-26). When it became imminent that they needed to leave. Three times the angels tell Lot it’s time to leave. First Lot tells his children to leave, although there is no indication that Lot and his wife intent to go. The second time, the two angels lead Lot, his wife and children out; but Lot still can’t just leave! VaYitmamastill he lingered (Gen 19:16). Even when God’s messengers grab Lot, his wife, and his daughters by the hands and led them out of the city VaYomer Himaleit Al Nafshecha Al Tabit Acharecha v’Al Taamod B’Chol HaKikar Hahara Himaleit pen Tisafeh- Flee for your life! Do not look behind you nor stop anywhere in all the plain; flee to the mount lest you be swept away (Gen 19:17). Lot can’t just move on. He stays to stay and negotiate, figuring he can flee to a nearby city.  Finally, they begin making their way towards the alternative destination VeTabeit Ishto M’Acharav Vathi  Ntziv Melach  But His wife looked back and she became a pillar of salt (Gen. 19:26) Ramban explains that she looked back to make sure her daughters were following. What parent would flee and have the children (little or young adult) behind them? A parent would either have the children in front of them or be holding their hand while fleeing. So what other reason was there to turn around. Like her husband, who had such a difficult time to move forward, Lot’s wife want to turn around one last time in order to see the life and the world she was leaving. She was merely emulating Lot. However she did it “one more time”. From the Angels perspective enough was enough.
                Sometimes moving forward can be very difficult. It can be especially difficult if there is a lack of commitment to move forward. Sometimes even with a strong commitment to move forward, the obstacles are too overwhelming. Sometimes it can be scary to go forward by oneself even if they know that it is the correct path. Sometimes moving forward means sacrificing a job, or power, or popularity. Sometimes moving forward is so emotionally paralyzing because it opens a whole new series of unanticipated consequences or even anticipated consequences with unacceptable solutions. Certainly it is important to understand the past since it helps to deal with the future. However, one must avoid being enslaved by the past.  For Lot, as well as his wife, their sense of purpose was linked to life in the city… Sodom, or any city, it didn’t matter. Clearly their reason for being was not demonstrating faith in God. As my friend points out, Bibi’s reason for being is that he is tough when it comes to dealing with the Palestinians and passionately defends Israeli lives. But if the Palestinian issue is solved, and Israeli feel safe, and the problems appear to have been diminished, then what is Bibi’s reason for being? So Bibi looks back and makes sure that the lake of safety and the state of tension is linked to the Holocaust in order to make people feel more unsafe and more anxious so that he is needed even more. “How’s that working out?’ my friend asks. Surprised by his cynicism, my friend reminds that the cynicism belongs to the leadership on both sides.
Peace,
Rav Yitz

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