Monday, March 7, 2016

You Ain't Got Half Of What You Thought You Had (Robert Hunter & Jerry Garcia - "Row Jimmy")



As the traveling carnival known as primaries and caucuses continue to unfold in the United States, as Republican and Democratic candidates crisscross the United States saying incredibly stupid things, insightful things, or far-fetched things; I have started paying a lot of attention to two topics.  One topic is called “delegate math” based upon the number of delegates for the Republican nomination, 1,237, and the Democratic nomination 2,383. When focusing upon these numbers, one can begin to see candidates’ strengths and weakness among different aspects of the electorate. The other mathematical topic to which I have been paying attention, is the amount of money that candidates are able to raise. Obviously the money really is the engine that allows for offices to open and advertisements to air. When the funds run out, even with a path forward, the candidate will have to stop. Sometimes the money runs out first and the candidate must stop. Sometimes the delegate math doesn’t add up to the required number. Then the question becomes whether to continue  campaigning and have fight at the convention (a plan espoused by Republican leadership in order to combat Trump) or cease campaigning and begin the process of reconciling (an idea that many Democratic leaders have call upon Bernie Sanders to begin considering).  In all cases, both in terms of delegates and in terms of campaign dollars, the candidate and his/her brain trust must engage in an accounting. They must look back on where they were, they need to recognize where they are and they need to coldly analyze how far they still need to go. Always they need to be crystal clear with themselves about the financial, political and emotional feasibility of continuing.

            This week's Parsha is Pekudei. It is the last Parsha of Sefer Shmot. The Parsha, in a very matter of fact way, provides us with an accounting of all the material that was used for the Mishkan. The Parsha, in a very matter of fact way, tell us all that Bezazel and Oholiab had done while inspired by God and their art. We derive this idea of "taking stock" from the first Pasuk. Eilah F'kudei Ha'Mishkan Ha'Eidut Asher Pukad Al Pi Moshe Avodat Ha'Leviim - These are the countings of the Tabernacle, the Tabernacle of Testimony, which was reckoned at Moshe's bidding (Ex.38:21). What follows is essentially a ledger of all materials that were used in the Mishkan's construction.  What follows is essentially a ledger of the order in which Bezazel, Oholiab, and B'nai Yisroel used these materials and actually constructed the Mishkan. Why do we need this accounting? We have been reading about the Mishkan for the last four Parshiot. However it was not until now, when Moshe and B'nai Yisroel were able to look back at the process and see exactly how far along they have come. Think about it. For  a lengthy period of time,  B'nai Yisroel, as told to us in the Torah, had experienced an individual, communal and spiritual revolution. They watched Ten Plagues destroy Egypt, fled Egypt, and experienced the miracle of the Crossing of the Yam Suf. They witnessed the revelation at Sinai, received the Ten Commandments, panicked and built the Golden Calf. They began the T'shuvah process by bringing a half Shekel as a means of expressing atonement. They willingly brought their precious jewels and raw materials for the construction of the Mishkan. They came together as a community and they successfully constructed "God's dwelling place."

Certainly there were specific events that we would deem as vitally important, including the actual exodus from Egypt, the Crossing of the Reed Sea, and the Revelation at Sinai. However, in each of these three pivotal moments, B'nai Yisroel behaved as individuals. During each of these three pivotal moments, one could argue that B'nai Yisroel was more reactive than proactive. After the Tenth Plague, following God's direct command, B'nai Yisroel left Egypt. After God opened the Reed Sea, B'nai Yisroel began to cross it. It is the Midrash that explains that B'nai Yisroel took the first steps into the water prior to God's miracle. Even the Revelation at Sinai was a more reactive experience than a pro-active one. Even the Golden Calf fiasco could be argued as B'nai Yisroel's response to the fact that Moshe delayed his descent from the mountain. However Tshuva, and last week's Parsha's explanation that B'nai Yisroel brought its offerings willingly, suggests that B'nai Yisroel took a more pro-active role in the construction of the Mishkan. Constructing and completing the Mishkan, for this generation was perhaps its greatest achievement. They were finally, at least for the time being, pure of soul and pure of heart. They understood what it meant to be a community, a holy community, and the Mishkan was an expression of that. Therefore when B'nai Yisroel completed this transition to “people-hood” culminating in the completion of the Mishkan; it makes sense that an accounting of the Mishkan's construction would occur.

  From Moshe's "accounting", we learn something very important about human nature. As individuals, as part of a team and as part of community;  we need to do Cheshbon HaNefesh, an accounting of our souls. While it is certainly important to do Cheshbon HaNefesh at prescribed times with the community (Yom Kippur for example); it is also vital that we engage in this process when we have survived and successfully or unsuccessfully navigated through transition.  These transitions and changes are not necessarily confined to lifecycle events or the calendar but as a part of life in general.  Certainly we can watch the political carnival going on in the United States, and all the attention to “delegate math” and “campaign finance” and view it through the lens of one enormous transition from one Presidential administration to another. Parsha Pekudei reminds us that we must possess the self-awareness to step back and look back at the process and own it, and if it is appropriate, mourn it, celebrate it, or learn from it. The result is that when the time comes for the next project, (The Holy Temple), the next national endeavor (Bnai Yisroel’s entry in to the land of Israel), the next primary, caucus or the next time that a candidate sits down to determine whether it is time to stop fighting for the nomination or continue fighting for the nomination; a careful and thorough Cheshbon HaNefesh will lead to thoughtful and correct decisions that are to the benefit of the community and even the country.

Peace,
Rav Yitz

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