Thursday, October 11, 2012

Lord, I'm Still Only Learning (Bob Weir & John Barlow - "Walk in the Sunshine")




The other day, I had “homework” duty.  I sat at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee, and I became the fountain of knowledge as my children did their homework. As I sat there, I quickly ascertained what they were doing in school  and evaluated how best to explain that which needed explaining. Frequently I determined when a child wanted me to do the work for them as opposed to asking legitimate questions in order to discover the answer for themselves. As the homework session unfolded,  I was amazed how three children born to the same parents could be so intellectually different. They all work hard in order to do well and thankfully, they do well in school. However, let’s just say the enthusiasm with which they engage the material is different, the confidence to venture into the intellectual unknown is different, and the fear of making a mistake varies tremendously. Finally, there is no question that where one is a perfectionist another is far from caring to be perfect. So my answers to the perfectionist are to encourage her to venture into the intellectual unknown, to make educated decisions and not worry about being wrong. My answer to the child who tends to be more careless but incredibly inquisitive, is to focus upon details, spelling, punctuation and completing a thought or line of reasoning before moving onto the next thing. Then of course there is the child who has already figured it out. No, not figure IT out, after all not to many children figure IT (the meaning of life) out. However, she figured out exactly how much effort is required to do well, how much attention needed to be paid to detail. In other words, one child figured out how to learn. As a result, very little, on an intellectual basis gets by her. When she doesn’t know, she asks for a point of clarification and then figures it out. There is no wasted time in lamenting the degree of difficulty, or fear of being wrong. When the three of them are watching a movie, and there is a question, the other two ask her since she not only understands, but can logically infer what will happen next.

This week’s Parsha is Breishit. It is the first parsha of the first Book of the Torah. For all intents and purposes, it is the beginning of the Torah. In Breishit, we read the story of Creation, (The Beginning); Adam and Chava’s banishment from Paradise (Gan Eden), and the fratricide of Cain and Abel. We begin however with God. God is the Creator, the ultimate power. If knowledge is power, then God is the ultimate source of knowledge. We accept this as part of our Jewish theology. God is all-knowing and all powerful. We read the words: V’yivrah Elohim et Ha’Adam b’Tzalmo, B’Tzelem Elohim Barah Oto Zachar u’Nekeivah Barah Otam. “And God created man in His own image. In the image of God, He created him; male and female He created them. (1:27). The question therefore is: What is the image of God? Obviously part of that image is the power to create, the power to create life. We surmise this because in the next verse, God commands Adam and Chava to be fruitful and multiply, to create life just like God had created. Another image of God is Power. God’s purpose in creating humanity was that they “should have dominion over the fish of the sea and over the fowl of the air and over the cattle, and over all the earth…” (1:26) In today’s vernacular “dominion” is Power. However the ability to create, and the ability to exercise power sagaciously, and judiciously, necessitates the attainment of knowledge. Perhaps that is our greatest gift. We have the ability to learn, to reason, to discern between right and wrong. To do so expresses our faith in God, re-affirms that, indeed, we are created in God’s image, and we possess an aspect of Holiness.

            In the Babylonian Talmud, Tractate Chagigah (14b), there is an Aggadah, a Rabbinic legend, which illustrates the notion that attaining knowledge and understanding how to attain knowledge is a holy endeavor. Four of the leading sages of their generation entered PaRDes (literally the “orchard” or Paradise). They were Ben Assai, Ben Zoma, Elisha ben Abuyah, and Rabbi Akiva. They entered PaRDeS and came into contact with the pure power, pure knowledge and complete perfection. They came into contact with God. As a result one sage died immediately. One sage went insane, one became a heretic, and was referred to as Acher (the other), by the rest of the Talmudic Sages. Only Rabbi Akiva emerged unscathed. The commentators of this Aggadah explain that PaRDeS is an acronym for four methods of Torah inquiry: P’shat (the simple literal meaning), Remez (understanding the meaning based upon hint and intimation), Drash (derive meaning based upon interpretation), and Sod( deriving meaning based upon uncovering secret meanings). Imagine that? Our tradition explains that Paradise, is achieved through Torah study and deriving meaning in four different ways. Relying on any one way will limit intellectual and spiritual growth. However incorporating each aspect, and understanding when to utilize one more than the other or how much of each aspect to use in order to determine meaning is what allowed Rabbi Akiva to leave PaRDeS unscathed. In a sense our sages are absolutely correct, PaRDeS is studying Torah for the sake of intellectual and spiritual growth and enlightenment.

The attainment of knowledge and Truth is a Godly endeavor. The use of such knowledge judiciously and wisely for creative purposes represents the notion that we are indeed created in God’s image. Not only is knowledge power, but understanding how to attain and use that knowledge is also the key to a spiritually enlightened life. As I continue answering homework questions, I sit spellbound watching each child make their way on their journey to attaining knowledge.

Peace,
Rav Yitz

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